I work with high schoolers, if you didn't already know that. I work hard and I love what I do. I haven't had a raise in over 5 years and my hourly wage is not far above the minimum wage as that keeps rising & my wages don't.
Education is one of the hardest hit areas as state legislators keeps hacking away at our budgets, expecting us to do more with less. It's the same story across our great nation, I'm afraid. A true story.
But nonetheless, I love what I do & until God tells me otherwise, I'm sticking it out. Through the 14 1/2 years I have been on my job, there are students who become a part of my heart - they find their way deep into my heart & they stay there. Some I hear from after graduation, some I don't, but I don't forget those special ones.
Last year this young lady, a beautiful girl, came to our school. I have always admired her, she has such a sweet demeanor and her hair is to die for. She would always walk by me in the halls with her small smile and big doe eyes.
This year, I've had the pleasure of having her in class. She's even more beautiful on the inside. In my mind and heart - she glows.
Today, she made me cry in class. No one saw it but maybe her, but she literally brought tears to my eyes. She came to my desk shortly after class started and quietly, with her sweet, small smile, handed me this folded up note.
We don't talk much because Martha works quietly and she works hard. I don't have to have an eagle eye on her because she stays on task. But I will make a point of talking with her more, because yes, I do care - not just about her grades, but who she is and the life she has endured. I know it's not been an easy life for her, yet she remains so sweet and works hard to achieve good grades.
Over the years I have collected a handful of notes from various students and every single time, they fill my heart to overflowing with joy.
I took this job 14 1/2 years ago scared out of my mind - what am I doing working with high schoolers? But Dream Boy & I both knew without a doubt that God's plan was for me to be there. I put my trust in Him and stuck it out and have found joy in ways I never knew existed.
The thing is, my students all think I'm helping them. Truth is, they have helped me way more than I could ever imagine I've helped them. I am amazed at all they've taught me and shown me and given to me.
I am a blessed woman.